I saw you that night , at the end of the world, alone in the darkness. Everyone else had fallen asleep, oh, what hour is it? The night was dark, like every other nights, but you seemed to glow from that corner. Your Dell XPS shined like an African blood diamond on your lap . Question; what the heck are you doing? Homework? No way, you're as lazy as a sloth. Blogging, is it? You gotta be kidding me. At this hour?
I limped sleepily towards you, but you don't seem to notice me. That level of concentration on your face , towards the screen, as if you are knitting a bedsheet out of human's hair. You can get straight As if that concentration is used in your classes. Confirmed to be true.
You are a damned observant guy, but , now, I'm right beside you, but you didn't seem to realise my existence. As if you're in your own universe, making your own Big Bang, thus expanding it . I saw with my eyes, these sleepy eyes, something weird on the screen. I can't see well, I'm too sleepy to register that in mind. But, what the hell?!
Close tabs.....open history ...delete past history of one year...yeah, that saved you , did it?
No, it did not. Allah sees you, whenever , wherever you are. There's no place to hide.
I caught you red-handed that night, but you can always hide. No one's gonna check your internet history. Oh, I forgot, your laptop is password-encrypted, of highest security. And you never leave that precious machine unlocked, ever. Plus putting that hideous Intel-inside-thingy into your closet, locking it with a password protected stainless steel, 2 kg lock-Israeli made- safe for keeping highest level of intel. Nobody ever gonna notice your sadistic habit. But dude, I saw you that night, and I don't know what to say or what to do . Kill me, before I post that in Facebook? Or before I spread the story to your parents? Please, I'm not going to do that, unless , you start to behave like a pedophile. But, before you think of doing anything to this innocent person who accidentally woke up at 4 o'clock in the morning, let me tell you my last few words. No don't kill me yet, I won't tell anyone.
Watching porn is seriously motivating and creates highly spirited men, elevating human resources to a new level-88 to 203. But dude, going to hell is never fun, and going to hell is-really hellish. No words can describe that enough. I don't want you to go to hell, please, I'm your most awesome friend ever. So these are words, that perhaps, can stop that seriously stupid and unhealthy habit.
This is how I discovered why you seemed to be so uncomfortable with the girls in our classes. Eyes all over, like a chicken going to be slaughtered. I do know now, what are the visions that you saw and you told me about , you saw it while flipping your books, you saw it while having dinner, during sports, and during your prayers. You do feel guilty, but you enjoyed it pretty much. No , i don't think forming that vision while the teacher's speaking infront is a good idea.
I remembered Sam in the Supernatural series telling his brother Dean, in their 67' Chevy Impala, " Dean, differentiate porn, and real life. Please". So please do that. Look at me honestly, ugh, pretty please.
People in the West had legalised porn since the brink of time . They even have a porn industry, with a specific industrial site, producing high gross income for the nation, yeah, that's the god-damned America. Do I need to tell you that? No, you probably know more. Those people are having an economic crisis , they don't have money to buy decent clothes. But, dude please, we're Muslims, we live in oil-rich countries of limitless resources and vast lands, we can't follow their ill-fated way!
We are Muslims youths! Save those enraging spirit for future wars, Armageddon, Cambridge, IMF, millions of euros, pretty wives, be patient, hah! ~ Our Muslim brothers in Palestine are fighting for a free life, and you are watching porn? Seriously, please! Be a productive Muslim, that saves you for the Hereafter.
I don't want you to go to hell, so I'm giving you some life-line, who-wants-to-be-a-millionaire-like help ;
- Stop watching porn. Fullstop.
Y U NO STOP WATCHING PORN??
But you can't , so choose one option from this life-line;
-Give me that laptop, I'll throw it into the sea.
-Let me call your Mum. She'll be most delighted.
- Your internet browser has a parental control, set it to strict, and make it unchangeable. Gimme your password.
- Personalise your windows' wallpaper with a big word, "No "
THE GUILTY FEELIN' IS UNDENIABLE
-Fast, at least once a week. For the sake of not going to hell.
-Tell us-your friends- about your porn adventures. You will be beaten half to death, and you will surely repent.
- Tell God, although He always knows. Ask Allah to help you stop this addiction, and never stop praying.
- Dicipline yourself infront of the screen. Be honest. Run away, whenever that porn thingy starts to appear out of nowhere.
-Get married. But, I pity any woman marrying you.
-Go to the mosque. Pray with us. There is strength, motivation and help in this jamaah. We are always here to help. Just keep it a secret.
-Tell a counsellor? No, that's totally a bad idea.
“Verily, As-Salât (the prayer) prevents from Al-Fahshâ’ (i.e. great sins of every kind, unlawful sexual intercourse, etc.) and Al-Munkar (i.e. disbelief, polytheism, and every kind of evil wicked deed, etc.)” [Al-ankabut 29:45]
-Be confident. Stopping this is harder than quitting cigarettes, but remember, we are always there to beat you into pieces, if someone ever catch you watching porn, again.
So these are my final words, before you decide to shut me off. Dude , repent to Allah and ask for his forgiveness. There is always room for forgiveness, no matter how hard. We are Muslim youths, we embrace the truth and we hold to it. I love you as a friend, a brother , and a comrade. Don't go to hell.
"And [mention, O Muhammad], the Day when the enemies of Allah will be gathered to the Fire while they are [driven] assembled in rows,
Until, when they reach it, their hearing and their eyes and their skins will testify against them of what they used to do.
And they will say to their skins, "Why have you testified against us?" They will say, "We were made to speak by Allah , who has made everything speak; and He created you the first time, and to Him you are returned.
And you were not covering yourselves, lest your hearing testify against you or your sight or your skins, but you assumed that Allah does not know much of what you do.
And that was your assumption which you assumed about your Lord. It has brought you to ruin, and you have become among the losers."
Your most awesome-ever friend,
(this guy is a total fiction ,fullstop. My roommate is a superkind genius muslim )